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Thank you all so much for the support as I follow my dreams and serve God throughout life. 

Trusting God through it all. <3 

Pride

You always hear about how being prideful is one of the 7 deadly sins. One day I might go in to more detail about those, but today I want to share with you a little about my own pride.

No, not pride in myself. 

Pride in my incredible boyfriend. 

You see I've known him since I was two years old. We were absolutely precious when we met at two. He's my best friend and the love of my life.

Whenever I need someone, I go to him. He wipes my tears, makes me laugh, and allows me to be myself. He spoils me like no other. 

Love is patient...

I am a stubborn person. I will not deny that. He takes time to calmly talk to me about things that are going on when I seem unreasonable. 

Love is kind..

Kind. Compassionate. Loving. Considerate. Those are some aspects that make him perfect. 

Love does not envy..

He doesn't get jealous. I don't get jealous. We tell each other everything and would never do anything to cause trust to be broken. 

I had a little boy (I say little because he is 17 and I'm 20) that became sort of obsessed with me. I asked him to leave me alone and when he didn't, my boyfriend kindly took care of it. 

Love does not boast..

Excessive talk of oneself is the definition of boast. 

He asks me about my day and I ask him of his. We share in our joys and accomplishments, but I don't boast and say things like "I made more money than you this week." No. We talk completely openly. He tells me he's proud of me and I tell him how proud I am of him. 

Love never fails..

No matter what it's put through. It won't stop. You love the person through the good and the bad. We've definitely had some bad in our relationship but the good outweighs it. Over the past two years, we both went through things that completely changed us. We still love each other more than anything in the end. 

I love him with everything in me. 

Blessed❤

I feel extremely blessed in my life. 

There are people you meet in your life that teach you lessons and there are people in your life that make you thankful every day.

Saturday I went to the mall with my bestfriend, my boyfriend, the love of my life, Dakota. We walked around, had lunch, and shopped. We then went in to Build A Bear. He told me I could pick a bear out and we could make it together! 

He named the bear Chandler in honor of our favorite tv show FRIENDS. The spongebob shirt is because we both enjoy spongebob and we watch it together. 

I was so excited to cuddle Chandler. He say in my lap as we drove home from the mall. Dakota held my hand as he drove my car. 

I have known this boy since we were two years old. We started dating over two years ago. It's been a crazy two years, but I would not trade it for anything. 

I am so blessed in this life I live. I thank God for allowing me to meet the boy who would one day become everything to me at just two years old. We're both 20 now and figuring out what we want out of life, but we know we want it with each other. 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not ride, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (NIV) 

Who Am I?

In all of my posts, I have written about quotes or Bible verses. I have not given much background on myself..

I am a senior at TTU. My major is Communications-Public Relations with a concentration in Digital Media and a minor in Speech Communication. Yes, that is a mouthful, but I love it! I chose this major because I love to read and write. Also, I never enjoyed math or science enough to pursue careers involving either subject. I am a grammar nazi. I hate when people misuse the forms of "to", "too", "there", "their", "they're", "your", and "you're". I love to sit and read a good book such as the Divergent series by Veronica Roth, or any book by Karen Kingsbury or James Patterson. (Check them out!) When I go to the beach, I spend hours in a chair on the shoreline. As the water comes up over my feet, I dig my toes in the sand and get lost in the main character of the book. I love books wrote in first person because I can become that character.

"When I read books, it is an escape. Escape from people, work, and reality. When you want to get away, just grab a book."

I also keep a journal. It isn't a "oh, here's what I ate today.." or even a "he's just so cute, I wonder if he likes me.." sort of journal. This journal has my church notes, my devotionals, quotes, life verses, and my true feelings about what I want out of life. When I am mad, writing it all out is the best escape.

"When you write for yourself, that's true passion."

When I need encouragement, I go back to it and find some of the verses I have written down. My favorite to reread in times of trouble or heartache is:

However, as it is written:

“What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”
    the things God has prepared for those who love him.

1 Corithians 2:9

Now, I think you could guess that I might be creative.. Well, I am. I love Pinterest. Absolutely addicted to it. I enjoy making crafts and I wish I had the money to make more of them. I also scrapbook. I have for about 7 years now. I am really excited about the one I am currently working on! I will share a few pages with you once I have finished. :) 

So, there's a little bit of information on who I am. It also sort of explains why I chose Communications as my major. One day I'll give you the long, detailed story of how I got to this major. I wasn't always a Comm major... Another day, loves. 

Trusting God forever and for always. ❤

Everyone Has A Story..

"When you look at a person, any person, remember everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something that has changed them." 

I learned over the past year how true this can be.

I am thankful for what I have gone through. If someone told me this time last year, that this is how my life would turn out, I would not have believed them.

Everyone goes through something in their life that has changed them. We may not be aware of what that is or even when they are going through something. One of my best friends confided in me a few weeks ago about something she was going through, and had been for a long time, I never knew because she hid it. I then told her my story of what I have gone through and she did not know either.

Everybody comes with baggage, find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack. <3

Bittersweet

That's the only word I have to describe today. BITTERSWEET.

 

“It's not hard to decide what you want your life to be about. What's hard is figuring out what you're willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about.”

Another chapter of my life has been closed. I moved out of the dorm room that I have lived in since August 23, 2012. I spent around 8 months in there.

Last summer was a hard time in my life and I spent most of the summer thinking about moving to college, living in a dorm, making new friends, and having amazing experiences. I received all of that over the past few months. I am so thankful for the opportunity and I cannot believe I am back home for the summer. 

So with today, it has been bittersweet. I finished my classes a few days ago, and have spent time with friends and packed up my room since then. As I moved everything out today with the help of my parents, I was sad. Last night as I walked down the hallway in shower shoes and carrying my shower caddy, I realized that it was the last time I would do that. 

Ever. 

It's a weird feeling when you cross over a bridge that you know you will never go back too. Like the day I graduated from high school. I would never walk down that hallway as a student again. Never play another game on the basketball court. 

Enough with the sadness though. I'm so glad to be moving out of the dorms. It is an experience that I would encourage everyone to do. I met so many great friends that I believe will be friends for life. I spent days in a little cramped room with eight, nine, even ten other people playing games and laughing hysterically. We became so close and I believe they enjoyed the time as much as I did. There are girls who love the Lord as I do and we have talked about the Lord many times over the past few months. We have been able to go to RUF (Reformed University Fellowship) and to conferences together to grow closer to our Savior. 

I met two of these girls last semester at college and the other two I have known all through high school. These pictures were took on our last night together on the patio outside of our dormitory. We decided to dress up and go out to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. It was a lot of fun and a special time with dear friends.

 In the fall, I will be living in an apartment with two other girls. It is a beautiful area and a beautiful apartment, and for three girls we will make it special. Here is one of the beautiful girls I will be living with. I met her last semester, and we have become the best of friends.

I am so excited about this upcoming chapter in my life. 

A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself.

 Music is Life 

 

My taste in music has changed throughout the years and especially throughout the last two semesters. I now love songs by people such as Chris Tomlin, Imagine Dragons, Bruno Mars, Hunter Hayes, and Colton Dixon.

April 19, 2013, I saw Colton Dixon in concert! It was an incredible experience. The tickets were a gift from a dear friend and one of my best friends went with me. She enjoyed the concert as well.

Colton Dixon is from Murfreesboro, TN and was a finalist on American Idol season 10. I was a big fan and voted for him every week. When I found out he was coming close to where I attend college, I just had to go.

He sings from his heart and a love for God. In between songs, he would talk about God's love for us. How he died for our sins and that the world we live in is blind to it.

When Colton Dixon was on American Idol, he took a lot of criticism for standing for what he believed in and for standing for Christ on a weekly basis. When he was voted off, her performed Everything by Lighthouse. He fell on his knees in worship for what God had done for him in his life. He now serves God faithfully and has released his first album. I encourage all of you to look him up.

 

The tickets to the concert. It was for Josh Wilson, Colton Dixon and Third Day. 

Colton Dixon performs "Never Gone"; one of his first hit singles. 

Lights off, a shot in the dark 

We get lost when we're playing a part 

We lay blame like we know what's best 

... It's a shame... 

We break when we fall too hard 

Lose faith when we're torn apart 

Don't say you're too far gone 

It's a shame